When I look at the stars, I feel like myself

Vacation. Midnight. Rain. Cold. Alone. Net. The perfect set-up for me. All the happiness, freshness and satisfaction fills me... until when all of it was ruined by my parents. BOOHOO!

It was about one in the morning when they saw me still awake asking why am I still up, what am I doing in front of the computer, what am I doing with my chat mates -- especially that they're both guys. Those CSI-like interrogations. WTH? They are my friends and we can talk about anything. They're accusing me AGAIN. Oh, they always do.

Loneliness. Coldness. It did not get me into sleep that I ended up thinking about a lot of things instead -- things that brought me into tears. Random stuffs that engulf my consciousness. I feel melancholic. So melancholic that I know the sky is with me. There are no stars that will give me company.

The sweltering and feel-good music ringing in my ears made me sleep. Thanks to Maria Mena! :) I forcibly convinced myself to lock my eyes, hoping that the rest of my day will be fine. It was around four in the morning that time.

And here I am now, awake. Making the rest of my day and hoping still, that all of this goes well and ends well.

Maybe I've been the problem, maybe I'm the one to blame
But even when I turn it off and blame myself, the outcome feels the same
I've been thinking maybe I've been partly cloudy, maybe I'm the chance of rain
Maybe I'm overcast, and maybe all my lucks washed down the drain

CREDITS:
picture to wantyouback

Linger

BEACH

by J. Ana Fuentes Flores

Think about those parts of a woman
you’d like to feed on,
as you love on the sands of some region.
The taste of these parts will mingle with the sea.
They will remind you of raw oysters.
I have those parts too.
Perfumed with my knowledge
of the ways of this life.
I have lengths and mounds and tips
in sinful shades of pleasure:
crimson, golden tan, coral pink, virgin white
like you’ve never imagined.
If only you chose to,
I can be a familiar weight in your hands –
a known heat that will remind you
of the sea in the summer.
If you only chose to,
The right and just season will come,
when you can hold out
your strong hands and wait.
Be patient.
You will feel the tides of my sea
rise,
swell,
and fall into you.

CREDITS:
picture to borntosparkle

You said you would come rain or shine

My summer class is finally over. Officially over. (biggest smile ever!) ^------^

As for the result of my exam on my history class, (the one I have mentioned on my previous post that I give no time to review) I have *drum rolls please* PASSED it. Wuhoo! I wasn't expecting to pass for I really do not know anything about that but I am able to read some parts of it anyway before the exam starts. It helps though!

I really can't express how happy I am now. So I've decided to just list down the reasons of my happiness:

• I PASSED on my last exam
• I can sleep all-day long and whenever I want to
  
• Rainy days is coming
• My birthday is coming too! :D
• I can go online whenever I want to
• I have enough time to read my new books and magazines.
• I can go places now.
• I will now have new sign pens and stick notes.
• I can give more focus on my games.
• I can watch tons of movies and my favorite series!
• I'll be a super couch potato again
• John Lloyd and Liz Uy is not together anymore. MWAHAHA. (I am so sorry for this.)
• My unlimited text will be more sulit. :)
• I'll be away from my friends in quite some time. hoho.

Though I am this happy now, there are some issues too that troubles me:

• No allowance for two weeks. (This one makes the two weeks long)
• I am going to miss writing my block and section.
• I am going to miss the cute guys in school. HAHA.
• I'll be less noisy this time.
• I think I'll be fatter. HAHA
• I am shifting course this year
• I'll be away from my friends in quite some time

Yehheess! Isn't it lovely? :)

When it rains do you sleep through it?
Do you face the day?
Do i make you feel like you're in the way?
And when it's sunny, do you stick around when it shines
And i come by your house to close the blinds

And you, you change, cause I hardly ever see you when it rains
Could you call me please and make my day?

CREDITS:
first picture to P0RG
last picture to Chatiel777