Blood is Thicker Than Mud

I slept around 2 am last night. I woke up just now. They forced me to get out of bed. Yes, I am a morning-sleep-sucker. My mom told me that we'll be going to the studio later to have our family picture taken. I am not interested. I am not in the mood to go out. I just want to kill my time with this tube in front of me, like what I did yesterday. And I am scheduled to watch Boystown later. Yes, I am an Enchong Dee fangirl.

I am skeptical about the family picture thing, for all I know Mom will be missing dad because he'll be going 'somewhere down the road' and that's why she wanted something to have on hand. Yes, I'll be missing dad, too. Who would not be? But I'll be talking more of that some other time. I don't want this to be a tear-jerking post. :)

Well, whether I like it or not, I need to like it. :) So, yes I am going with them. I guess I'll be ending up watching Boystown on Youtube. tss. Blurry Boystown it'll be, I'm sure. pffft. :( And now you'll see me putting on the best pretentious smile. :DDD HOHO.

According to their plan, we'll be going to the studio first, then to the doctor for my brother to be checked-up, then attend mass, go to the mall to buy school supplies and a family dinner I think.
I can't do anything with this, it was all planned and I must conform. I SHOULD enjoy this because tomorrow, I'll be nothing but busted. I haven't reviewed anything yet. I swear. At least it's only a 60 item multiple choice kind of test. :)) I just hope that luck will be with me. MWAHAHAHA.
Oh, well, whatever happen, happens.

CREDITS:
the original picture to kawaii-desu-yo
(Texts were added by me.)

It's Too Late, There's No Escape

Summer's almost over. And as for me, I haven't felt the summer yet. And I don't know if I'm gonna feel it anyway. Well, yes it is the warmness I am feeling because I am experiencing sort-of-a-hell. :)

I've spent all my time attending my summer class. I lack so much sleep, I am forced to study... every single day for I have quizzes the following day. I need to wake up early everyday, and still I am late. My hand is so abused for writing such long notes given by my professors which can be found also on our copies. (such a waste of time and energy) I have to pretend every single day that I am listening to my professors. In short, I am suffering so much pain. I am super and overly stressed. I have no intention of detesting school here, it is just that I want to take some rest. I am just fed up, I think. FYI: I'll be having an exam tomorrow. I am feeling sorrow now because I have to review, but happiness goes with it too for it will be the last day of my agony. yihee. :">

Despite all of the hardships, there's one good reason to be happy this summer. And it happened just last Friday. I have the chance to catch up with my high school friends again. It's been a year since we have the so-much-fun times. I really missed them, a lot. I am longing for the glorious days of my high school life. College is fun, yes it is. Exciting utmost. Yet, high school is carefree and whimsical.

I still have two more weeks to find more reasons to enjoy my summer 2009, so I guess I should be happy in a way or so. The last two weeks of my summer minus the exam tomorrow will be enough to put me in the mood.

Aside from looking up to the things that will keep me busy, I am super hoping too that I can make it to this site. I don't know, maybe I'll just make this my official online scribbler. :)

Oh, BTW... Can you make me feel happy?

CREDITS:

first picture to m0thyyku

I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else

I thought this day is just like the other ordinary days I have. Waking up, attending school, talk shit, heading home and do more shits. You know. And I guess it is not like that for today. Well actually, it is more of like the same but there's this thing added.

For all I thought, my mission living in this planet, aside from doing shits is just to bitch around. You know, ruin others lives. hoho. Yes, I am overreacting, I know.

Then suddenly, just about 02:30 this afternoon, the halo in me came out. REALLY. I helped someone. Ugh, well for me, it is a way of helping. :)

I won't make the story long, and for the first place, I am not sharing this for your claps about what I have done. :))) I published this because this is not an everyday thing for me. It was like, this is not me, seriously. :)

Imagine, I let this kid (who was a total stranger) sit on my lap. Yes, I know that was simple, but for me it was a big thing. YES, A BIG, BIG THING.
**Oh, yes! That girl is soooo cute. :3

On the way, only joy fills me. I don't know. It is just purely overwhelming. Me awkwardly holding a girl I really don't know. I did not even have the guts to ask what her name is.
And another -- on the way... my legs and thighs begin to ache, but I did not barely move, afraid to do anything that will caught others attention.

And when I reached my destination, I told her I need to go but she's not standing up. I told her three times and that's when she stood up.
The woman thanked me many times, I don't know if that was her mother or what.

That simple thing made me felt like I was a hero. A heroine. :D

(Yes, I am thinking of doing many other heroic acts. Soon.)
NOMON. :x

CREDITS:

picture to neonwhiteday