Can`t Let Go by Landon Pigg

Too Proud of Myself

Natuwa lang ako. :> Hindi ko ipinost dahil sa kinilig ako or what. Ewan, ang saya lang kasi wala ng efect. HAHAH. I`m into signs and numbers nga kasi, pero IDK why this time, wala akong na-feel. Siguro sign `to na, at last hindi ko na niloloko sarili ko. Dati kasi, sabi lang ako ng sabi, wala na, wala na talaga. Pero ngayon, siguro kahit papaano, paunti-unti.. like gradually, it fades na talaga. And I`m too happy siyempre kasi, okay na ako. Okay na kami. I`d be my usual self na palagi di`ba? Lalo na sa kanya. HAHAH. Dati kasi ilang-ilang pa`ko, eh ngayon okay na. Parang wlang nangyari. Parang natutulog lang, hehe. Kaya ayon masaya lang ako. ^_^

Kahit ilang photos pa ang meron tayo, okay lang. Eh ano naman. Magkaibigan kasi kami. `Yun `yon. This is really happiness, I guess. Happiness with no regrets. :-)

THIS, SAME FEELING

“It was a kiss made in lonely dreams. A kiss that took its time. A kiss that felt so right she couldn’t remember all the reasons it was wrong.”

Susan Elizabeth Phillips (This Heart of Mine)

I MISS NOT HAVING YOU TO TALK TO

But I guess that this is just the way things are supposed to be. I mean, I should be thankful that we still talk, it`s just that, we don`t talk a lot now. We don`t talk that much now. But its totally fine `cos I`m getting used to it now and at least, I don`t feel awkward now. Pretty, pretty normal. It`s like its slowly fading everyday. And I`m happy. I said, I`m getting there. But yeah, I miss talking to you.

Getting There

If this is before, then they will all be should have beens, could have beens, might have beens, and must have beens. But since, I think I have put my thoughts into actions... that I am over and done with that, finally... everything that had happened is just usual and pretty normal. I have no malicious thoughts of some sort now. It was all plain and yeah, normal. And I`m happy and too proud of myself. Heehee.
I just love how everything is going now. It feels like they are all going back to place. I`m so thankful. This life. <3