So much for birthday wishes, I've been too busy with bad memories

Oh, yes I know. The title is overly dramatic. I can't think of any title, eh? And it was one of my favorite songs. :) Whatever, just deal with that.

In just five days, I'll be blowing another candle and that will make me blown seventeen candles in total. I don't know what to feel, because it's kind of mixed emotions. I feel happy and excited, at the same time sad and worried.

One thing I love about birthdays is the feeling of being important. I'm not talking about the attention here, I just love being loved. You know, the feeling when all of the people around me are acting as if I am the most important person in the world, and I so love to experience that, even if just in a day.

Another is the birthday messages, may it be text, friendster comment, e-mails, IMs, or whatever message. I really, really appreciate it.

Another was the presents given to me. It's not about the material things actually, it is about the thoughtfulness of the person who gave it to me. I am super mababaw, just give me something and I will treasure that. I am a sentimental person, eh?

To those who can't relate, my birthday is on the 13th, that's on Monday and I'll be 17 then. That's why I am enjoying the last few days of me being a sweet sixteen. I am not getting any younger now, and as much as I don't want to be a woman yet, I have to act like one. Ugh, and that makes me worried again. HAHA.

Okay, we all know that every birthday girl has her own wishes, may it be material or not. So I've decided to make my wish list this year. I don't know if my friends will be able to read this because, honestly they are not interested on this, on what I love doing. :( And though, they'll not read this, I just want to post my wishes and see if I'll be getting any on Monday.

MY WISH LIST

• giant birthday card (one should give me this and let the others write on the card)
• scratch paper/ notes with a personal message for me
• DIY notes and cards too!
  
• BIG HUGS and KISSES
  
• sweet nothings
• July issue of FHM
• July issue of Candy
• Any other back issues of Candy
• Silent Sanctuary's album, Mistaken for Granted
• Any Spongebob, Snoopy, Death Note esp. L stuffs
• A BOOK! Any interesting book.
• LOAD. HAHAHAHA.
• chocolates?
• ingredients on Restaurant City in Facebook
• gifts for Posh on Pet Society in Facebook
  
• company for the event on July 17
• anything surprising, shocking, exciting and interesting
• sweet gestures
• happiness
  
• WHAT ELSE? Ugh, anything. Anything from the ♥.

That's it. That simple. I wish I'll be able to get and experience those. Well, I'm not after the material things, I'm more excited to receive messages and the hugs and kisses. Oh, well. Hope they'll be aware of this. HAHA. I'll be posting this blog link on facebook, friendster, multiply, plurk and twitter. We'll see how curious they can be. AH, I guess I'll be still cross-fingered on the next five days.

YAY! HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
:)

CREDITS:
picture from jadedjennifer